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I realized it was a goodbye...

As I dreamed I could feel such joy in the bliss of rest where the vivid feeling of long-forgotten peace emerged gracefully, where no problems seemed so important as important as the life I was living, the air i was breathing and that feeling which I was truly enjoying. Indeed, it was an unexpected blessing which when I remember it now, it is, without a doubt miraculously precious. Then, with the warm cozy feeling, followed by a remembrance of long-forgotten memory, a memory of her; her smile, her voice, her face ah... radiant sweetly called my name which lifted my conscious with rejuvenation thrilled in the sudden awakening (it felt as  if someone needed my companionship, and I was for once in my life, a valuable friend). Welcoming her and those memories in my minds-eye, then I felt, truly felt what happiness fills like as when I the joy the feeling which I needn’t say in words was so shared with her, the feeling needed no such explanation  with my limited ability of communication

The question of man and god

If man is created by the great divine, the god almighty in his image, then... obviously the same man as we can conclude should be gifted with similar attributes of the god himself. Those attributes then could be as gentle like that of Mother Teresa or pacifistic as of Mahatma Gandhi or even could be attributed to that of the all forgiving son of god, Lord Jesus himself who suffered for mankind, suffered from mankind and ultimately pleaded to his father, the god almighty himself for their deliverance (though i am not Christian it can be speculated as such). Whereas we also could suppose that those attributes could include that of the great dictator Hitler who was widely known to be the chief architect of one of the saddest and most horrible event ever to occur in the human history; The Jewish Holocaust or even if we go back simultaneously and include on of those collective atrocities; the lowest of low brutalities and human degradation as performed by then home-sick, over-patriotic

As a man

As an adult who had seen the falling out between his parents and being passed between them years and out as a child,  never truly settling down, always moving to new places, living with new acquaintances-to-be friends remaining always to be with addition of being also the only child, is truly a lonely time of a childhood to reminiscent about and when he sees a family together happy in their childish quarrels, or sitting around in solemn silent dinners without any banter, he can't help but long for such a childhood at the very least the latter...and  wishing he could go back in time and re conciliate whatever differences then had occurred between his parents resulting in the falling out. Then he could have made some very lasting friends, a place he could truly know and be comfortable to roam with those friends unlike hours of gaming inside copped up or reading hundreds of books until his curiosity sates without a conversation where he can have his say on the matter he thinks is wor

My impression... Godfather

Review on The  Movie "The Godfather": My Impression The justice of the man who only asks a favor for a favor, a favor you will not be able to refuse. The man with his silent pose radiates such power of immeasurable forbearance and a genius, a self-made man,  Vito Corleone a.k.a.  The Godfather from whom  I was and am deeply impressed .  He is the man of reason who wields the power to make you or unmake you with just a whisper from the dark world that touches every aspect of the American Life, be it within the precept of New York or beyond. It, the novel/film presents poignant and vivid strictures of the legal system, the social system, and human frailties which in other words gives way to justice in the world only for those with means and muscle. Though in the fiction, Godfather with  his world, with his diversified interests are not purely following the human welfare, though it in some sense presents a solution with dark and brutal machinations to right the wrong by a man t

Next war: War For Water

'So far we have seen war for colonies, for land, for nation/country and recent decades; war against terrorism, war for oil, technology and resources that is so dear for a business entity, an economy as well as a country or an entire region to continue to compete for and have the mantle of primacy. Similarly, the idea of war for water i.e. drinkable water is not irrefutable. Cities continue to  proliferate from towns and towns from villages and villages from hamlets. And the minimum of 3.7 liters of water necessary for an adult so as to stay healthy is being divided among  his family, friends and community that he lives in as the population that was stable once has been doubling and even tripling from some decades after WWII. If this situation continues to be, the individual, family and community will begin to hoard the water resources, which has already started in cities around the world and one particular one that i know so well is  Kathmandu . It is a valley where water shortage

Perceiving people

If we do give a pause and think how people can be different I can give you one that I scrambleed so far. People can be perceived as of two types: One to the point rational like Seldon cooper in ' big-bang-theory ' and yet he is somewhat emotional in his own way when it comes to his nerdy science. Another kind of people who are emotional and cannot hide it are like Mr. Bean who cannot stop showing to the world what he feels which is highly amusing. People are not in general either emotional or rational, the thing is one of these characteristics are seen to be dominant from person to person and situation to situation that a person faces individually or in groups. For e.g when someone near to us dies we cannot help but think the most negative conversation or remarks that we have said to each other and most of us eventually blame ourselves for his/her death. And in similar situation, a rational person is perceived by others as insensitive and uncaring like the to the detail chara

Learning from pain

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(PC:  https://www.artmajeur.com/en/wojtekbabski/artworks/8673676/pain ) Pain is a great teacher. It teaches that anything extreme is not good, for both our mind as well as our body. If I take the example of intense training after a long gap, then it is obvious that after some hours or a day after, we feel the muscle starting to feel sore as well as painful. Likewise, in exams when we try to cram our brain with information a day or two before, the brain goes into overload and we cannot remember all the facts though how much we try hard. It is so in my experience and I do think we can learn greatly about our own limitations from pain and slowly go beyond them by exposing ourselves to pain little at a time. Pain is not kind like almost everything in the life that we experience. With this I conclude with the thought "without pain there's no gain"