The Monkey Mind

In my experience, we are not what others think of us as, and most importantly in many instants, they are dead wrong to assume who we are. We are not what we look at or the moods we are in when we interact with second-third or fourth parties. We are neither the reserved or impolite fools lurking in the dark. We are just not too enthusiastic about the ordinary tidings of the people who are busy in their all too colorful busy life. And with more soul-searching are we truly who we think ourselves to be? The memories of the past; the pleasurable and the painful, all shape us to be the person who we are now, through the actions we so naturally accomplish without fore-thought. Perhaps, the identity we are given from birth and that which we have accepted as given truth if we take a moment to reflect does it truly does justice to what we feel ourselves as to be?  How wrong can we be to assume and not be always sure of who we are? For some, we are brother, father, sister, lover, teacher, s

The most wonderful miracle ever known to mankind, Life. With its up's and down's, the chaotic echelon to the calm depth of the heartland, an exciting short adventure to the boring long siesta...it continues on, uncaring...selfish...cruel, and at times surprisingly kind. Little is it without complexity, for complexity is what life is, and like anything and everything that is ever known, life, as we know, are, is always difficult at every new phase/stage from the point of birth, pre-teen, teen, adult and old stage and eventually the final excruciating farewell...ah how we try to hold on... til the last breath, despite the pride in our inherent rationality which we were so proud of,,, once.  The best thing of life is its depth...be it the colorful sights that tantalizes the eyes, or the harmonious music of different instrument played in a symphony or that rare taste of the exotic cuisine you never had before or the familiar sweet aroma of the morning tea/coffee...that is lif

Happiness is a beautiful word with a beautiful meaning; to finally be one with true joy as well be glad to just be alive. It is simple but not so simple. The reason is happiness is always scarce and is momentary than lengthy boredom or melancholy. Still, when it comes as a surprise it makes the hardship worth a thousand times more. We are always over-complicating things as they are. Thus tending to make the situation worse and perceiving worse and feel the despair of losing control. A failure in a relationship, in business, or even just a daily chore is very taxing to both mind and body but if you are passionate about being happy you could see the brighter side of those failures and choose it to be a motivating factor to do it again with a different approach and find happiness with eventual success. High expectation is a kill-joy and so is the narrow perception of just effort and result...is it not more realistic to just live the moment and enjoy the time spent during the activity.

(PC:  https://www.pixilart.com/art/a-questioning-love-poorly-drawn-f4e946d954e8947 ) What is love? Is it the longing or is it the completeness that you feel? Is it just an illusion that perhaps wraps us in its control and makes us act in ways that we would not normally do? Likewise, is not man a chaotic being? By nature, is he not the one who is longing for the completeness that he could never have…Is he not searching still even after all he has wanted is fulfilled be it wealth or love or fame? The question is always there though how many times and how long the answer is sought and found. It is always raising in the back of the mind that is never satisfied with anything, anyone or any answers that are available. And it is a bit sad that true peace is only found by the man when he leaves this earth and becomes one with the nature which is his origin and his demise. And it is quite beautiful as well that chaos he lives in where he longs for love and its discovery…its raw and fine facet

(PC: https://www.theshirtlist.com/awesome-barney-t-shirt/ ) Everyone is awesome. In one way or the another, they are, but... most just don't know it. And today, I would like you to know this; you are awesome. At least read these six-step-by-step ways I have come up with to discover the awesomeness you have within yourselves: 1. Identify First and foremost, you need to know what you are awesome about. Is it the smile of yours that seems to light up your entire being? Is it your voice of yours that seems to vibrate the very air with melodious sweetness? Or is your way of making things out of nothing; those anecdotes or is it your knowledge that rivals the encyclopedia itself? Check them out! There is so much potential in your abilities, it is only that you have not discovered it... you just need to ask your friends and give yourself a moment for some productive retrospection. 2. Feel  The second step is to feel the awesomeness that you are. Feel it naturally! Feel it wi

(PC:  https://www.pngfuel.com/free-png/gntcf )     Everything is the two way street.  I scratch your back and you scratch mine. Most importantly, when there is consideration for friendship as desired by people out of  genuine interest in each other, naturally they are eager to create and maintain a long-lasting companionship that is comfortable. Most of all, they seriously consider it as a necessity to do away the burden of loneliness within; during the happy as well as the sad moments. With the growing number of friend’s circle, it is more important to uphold such honest relationships that are meaningful and substantial enough to influence almost all the dissimilarities of each friend in the circle respectively. However, so as to not hurt the one friend they so care, some friends tend to lie and some even exaggerate. Exceptionally, some turn out to be just pretend to agree or disagree, to whom the time or energy wasted is nothing but naught. But, so far, most normal people are truly

As I dreamed I could feel such joy in the bliss of rest where the vivid feeling of long-forgotten peace emerged gracefully, where no problems seemed so important as important as the life I was living, the air i was breathing and that feeling which I was truly enjoying. Indeed, it was an unexpected blessing which when I remember it now, it is, without a doubt miraculously precious. Then, with the warm cozy feeling, followed by a remembrance of long-forgotten memory, a memory of her; her smile, her voice, her face ah... radiant sweetly called my name which lifted my conscious with rejuvenation thrilled in the sudden awakening (it felt as  if someone needed my companionship, and I was for once in my life, a valuable friend). Welcoming her and those memories in my minds-eye, then I felt, truly felt what happiness fills like as when I the joy the feeling which I needn’t say in words was so shared with her, the feeling needed no such explanation  with my limited ability of communication

If man is created by the great divine, the god almighty in his image, then... obviously the same man as we can conclude should be gifted with similar attributes of the god himself. Those attributes then could be as gentle like that of Mother Teresa or pacifistic as of Mahatma Gandhi or even could be attributed to that of the all forgiving son of god, Lord Jesus himself who suffered for mankind, suffered from mankind and ultimately pleaded to his father, the god almighty himself for their deliverance (though i am not Christian it can be speculated as such). Whereas we also could suppose that those attributes could include that of the great dictator Hitler who was widely known to be the chief architect of one of the saddest and most horrible event ever to occur in the human history; The Jewish Holocaust or even if we go back simultaneously and include on of those collective atrocities; the lowest of low brutalities and human degradation as performed by then home-sick, over-patriotic

As an adult who had seen the falling out between his parents and being passed between them years and out as a child,  never truly settling down, always moving to new places, living with new acquaintances-to-be friends remaining always to be with addition of being also the only child, is truly a lonely time of a childhood to reminiscent about and when he sees a family together happy in their childish quarrels, or sitting around in solemn silent dinners without any banter, he can't help but long for such a childhood at the very least the latter...and  wishing he could go back in time and re conciliate whatever differences then had occurred between his parents resulting in the falling out. Then he could have made some very lasting friends, a place he could truly know and be comfortable to roam with those friends unlike hours of gaming inside copped up or reading hundreds of books until his curiosity sates without a conversation where he can have his say on the matter he thinks is wor

Review on The  Movie "The Godfather": My Impression The justice of the man who only asks a favor for a favor, a favor you will not be able to refuse. The man with his silent pose radiates such power of immeasurable forbearance and a genius, a self-made man,  Vito Corleone a.k.a.  The Godfather from whom  I was and am deeply impressed .  He is the man of reason who wields the power to make you or unmake you with just a whisper from the dark world that touches every aspect of the American Life, be it within the precept of New York or beyond. It, the novel/film presents poignant and vivid strictures of the legal system, the social system, and human frailties which in other words gives way to justice in the world only for those with means and muscle. Though in the fiction, Godfather with  his world, with his diversified interests are not purely following the human welfare, though it in some sense presents a solution with dark and brutal machinations to right the wrong by a man t